Yah! I've to leave

Yah, i have to.
Plz God, i need UR strongest.
its been 9 years i know her.
i know i not ur man.
neither ur mr right.
i accept it.

i also never blame u in this situation.
yeah, just one side feel the "frequency".
thats why we are still the same.
still.

No no, i tried to forget all the things about u.
even u dont ask me so.
i dont wanna give u pressure.
everyone know about us
about my feeling
about.. argh~

i ask to God to erase all the things i ever know about u.
everytime i ask.
i really hope that.
but.. hurm~

u seems like my shadow.
once i forget about u, the next day seems u are around me.
oh God, plz gimme UR Guidance to me.
is she for me?
is i for her too?

i ask my self.
im not desperate in love.
i can stand by myself.
but one day, i should have one.
is it u?

.............sigh...............


till now i haven't the answer yet.
i may leave u one day.
its about hope
hope.

plz.
u should help me.
help me to forget all this thing.
i cant stand this by myself.
im not strong enough.

hope i can change my mind.
change everything.
yah,everything about u.

i wont hear evrything.
even i know i cant, but i'll try.

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